Doston, Yeh ek dramatical andaz me ek kahaani likhne ki koshish ki hai ... Jo ek prostitute or lekhak ki beech ek raat
ko chitrit (picturised) karne ki koshish hai...si pesh hai...Jara gaur se..?
Roj ki hi taraha kaam sametne ke baad.…saamne lagi diwaar ghadi per nazar padi…..(are..!..10 baj gaye…) mai utha…khidki se baahar dekha barsaat ki fuhaarieN kuchh or tez ho chali thi…yooNto aasmaan kuchh ek baar pehle bhi baras hi chuka tha per sahi maayne me aaj mehsoos huva maano saawan aa hi gaya, aaj shaam se hi halki si fuhaarein baras rahi thi aasmaan se… Saawan ye shabd to maanoN…ek masti si bhar deta hai bheetar, or baarish to hamesha se hi meri pasand rahi hai… ..bachpan se hi bahut bhata hai mujhe baarishoN me bheegna, sunsaan sadkoN par nikal jaata tha or akela ghantoN bheegta. Per ab wo baat na rahi sab badal sa gaya, is siyaanepan or kuchh paane ki hod ne wo saari aazaadiyaaN hi chheen li.Meine bag uthaya paas hi ke fast food outlet se…ek burgar liya or parking tak ja pahuncha, fuhaarieiN abtak mujhper bhi kuchh meherbaaN ho chuki thi...kuchh bheega hi gayi is tan ko bhi... car start ki or Burger khaate huve…chal diya apne thikaane ki taraf aw.wal to der hone per office canteen me hi kha liya karta tha, per jab mood na ho to fast food se hi kaam chalta hai, kyoNki ghar per kuchh banaana mere liye hamesha hi aalas ka vishay rehta..…roj ki kuchh eisi hi dincharya thi …kuchh khaas na tha jindgi me…subaah bag uthaaya office or der raatoN ko ghar.RaatoN ki jagmagaati roshni ho or Delhi ki sadkeiN, kam-s-kam ye aaraam to hai ki us bheed-bhaad se kuchh to aaraam milta hai jo aksar office hours me jhelni padti hai. Rojgaar ki taalaash me kahaan-kahaaN se nahi aate log is Delhi me or achraj ye hai ki baawjood itni aabaadi ke… yahaaN har ek ko Sir chhupaane ka aasra or roti ka kuchh na kuchh intzaam mil hi jaata hai…waakai is Delhi ka Dil bahut bada hai, yahi kaaran hai shaayad ke sab jagaah log…keede makodoN ki tarah bikhre dikhaai dete hain, Haan per raat barhne ke saath ye kuchh khaamosh hone lagti hai ..yahi hai Delhi. Weise mai prefer bhi to karta hooN der raatoN ko Delhi ki sadkoN me safar, or wo bhi eisa mausam ho to kya kehna…bheegi si raat, khamboN ki roshni ke pratibimb sadkoN ko or chamakdaar bana rahe haiN…gaadi ka wiper kuchh apna sa hi raag sunaate huve... lagta hai itni jaldi kuchh badalne waala bhi nahi mausam ke is mizaaz me…or ye hawaaein bhi to reh reh kar baarish ki fuhaaroN ko tirchaa sa bana deti maano apne saath uda le jaana chaahti ho…in booNdoN ko, or usper Lata ji ki aawaaj me FM per bajta ye geet…( raat bhi hai kuchh bheegi bheegi....chaand bhi hai kuchh madham-madhaam….) maahaul ke mutaabik hi raag barsaa raha tha…..sangeet, hamesha se hi meri jindgi ka ek eham his.sa raha hai, kyoNki jab mai kisi ke saath nahi hota…to shaayad sangeet ke saath hota hooN.Saamne daahini taraf Café Home ka signboard dekhkar achanak mizaaz ne karwat li …KyoN na ek coffee hi pi jaaye, yooNto aksar chaay hi peeta hooN, per for a change…Coffee bhi bhaati hai. Café Home ke paas hi me Car park karke bheetar pahuNcha…(kuchh ek jode wahaaN pehle se hi beithe huve the…shaayad meri hi taraah is musam me coffee ka lutf uthane aaye hoNge..) ek coffee order karke mai kuchh ekaant dekhkar paas ki hi ek window ke saath lagi table per jaakar baith gaya.... ek cigarate sulgaai or baahar barasti fuhaaroN ko ek-tak dekhne laga… abhi kuchh der hi hui thi ki achanak ek halki magar sam.mohit kar dene waali aawaaj ne meri ekaagrta (concentration ) ko todte huve …mera dhyaan apni taraf kheeNcha…<><> meine nazrieN uthate huve kaha….or….“yooN laga maano meri hi cigarate ke dhuNve ne ek apsara ki si aakrati bana di ho” ……….. wo kuchh bheegi hui thi…kuchh hi paloN me meine use uper se neeche tak dekha ( “Waaw…Kya ladki hai…!!!” )Halke white or pink flower prints me purple colour ki silk saari pehne ek ladki, umr yahi koi 24-25 saal ki rahi hogi, achchha khaasa uncha Kad, bhara-bhara sa zism, Rang saNwla ( jo ki hamesha se hi mere aakarshan ka kendra raha hai )… or usper wo teekhe se nain-naksh…badi-badi halke kaajal se saNwri madhosh karti wo nigaaheiN… Naak per ek chhoti si silver ki long, kuchh halke se gulaabi hoNth or gale me lal reshmi dor per latakta..ek silver ka taaweej. Or baal, BaaloN ka to kehna hi kya…ghane se bhalon ko bade hi saleeke se guNdha huva tha… kuchh ek naadaan chanchal si latieN phir bhi us chehre ko choomne ke khaatir uske gaaloN per bikhari hui thi…or unse tapakti wo booNdieN us chehre ko or bhi haseen bana rahi thi…kul milakar ek female perfection… (pata nahi…agar mere zehen me koi swapn sundari hoti to keisi hoti…per shaayad kuchh eisi hi hoti …lol )<> usne kuchh halke swar me kaha…<> weise meri aadat na thi ajnabiyoN se mel mulaakaat barhane ki… (per itna khoobsoorat sa aagrah mai thukra na saka )…<><><> usne haami bharte huve kaha.Meine ek or coffee order ki…Kuchh pal cigarate ke dhuveiN me maine use dekha or phir khamoshi todte huve kaha…<><> (usne mujhper nazar uthakar dekhte huve kaha)itne me coffee bhi aa gayi…wo apne kuchh bheege se aanchal se paani ki booNdeiN saaf karne lagi…or mai coffee mug ko apne hothoN se lagaaye bade dhyaan se phir use dekhne laga….Oh..! mai kuchh chauka…!Usne mujhe prashn bhari nigaahoN se dekha..?Maine nazrieN jhuka li…( jaldbaazi me coffee/ chaay peena meri aadaat si ho gai thi..so mai, phir jubaaN jala baitha tha mai ) apne aap me hi muskuraate huve meine use dekha….uski coffee abtak table per padi thi..<> maine baat barhate hue kaha<><> maine muskuraate huve kaha….Halke swar me sangeet yahaaN bhi maahaul ko khushnuma bana raha tha, kuchh ek sip lene ke baad meine khaamoshi todte huve phir poochha….<><> usne sip lete huve jawaab diya…<><> usne bede hi sehej bhav me jawaab diya..<> ( maine idhar-udhar dekhte huve kuchh halki awaaj me kaha )<> usne mujhe nazrieN utha kar dekha…ham donoN kuchh kshan (moments) ek doosre ko nazroN me dekhte rahe..phir meine sip lene ke bahane nazreiN jhuka li…or cigarate ko bujhate huve….phir uski taraf dekha..uski nigaahoN me abtak wahi prashn tha.<><><><> Meine uski taraf dekhte huve jawaab diya..wo kuchh prashn bhari nigaahoN se mujhe dekhte huve boli..<> meine use dekhte huve jawaab diya.<><>wo apne purse me kuchh tatolne lagi….or kuchh saral andaaz me 20 rupey meri taraf barhate huve boli..<>meine use muskuraate hove dekha or kaha…<>usne unmane mann se rupey waapas purse me rakh liye..meine bill pay kiya or ham donoN uthkar chal diye…fuhaareiN ab kuchh or tez ho chali thi…ham gate per hi ruk gaye…ek sard hawa ka jhoNkha …apni nami ka ehsaas karwa gaya…meine us.se puchha…<> meine phir poochha<> usne kuchh berukhe andaaz me kaha..<><> usne idhar-udhar dekhte huve jawaab diya..<><> usne mujhe dekhte huve jawaab diya.Ham donoN kuchh doudte hue car tak pahuNche…phir bhi hame kuchh had tak bhigo hi diya fuhaaroN ne, or ek baar phir car or nigaaheiN raahoN me daudne lagi..Kuchh khaamoshi ke baad….baat chhedne ke iraade se meine us.se poochha…<><><>wo chup hi rahi….<><> wo kehkar phir chup ho gayi ( jeise koi khaas lagaav na ho use jaan.ne me )Mahaul me phir kuchh khaamoshi chha gai.. or khaamoshi todte huve meine us.se poochha…<><> usne mujhe dekhte huve kaha..<>( Kuchh pareshani si nazar aayi uske chehre me..)<> usne lagbhag meri baat kaat.te huve kaha…<> meine phir kaha..<> usne phir kaha…meine car side me park ki…<> kehte huve wo car se utarne lagi to meine use rokte huve kahaSuno..Pallavi..!>Wo ruki or bina kuchh kahe…prashnbhari nigaahoN se mujhe dekha.<>Uski nigaahoN mai phir wiese hi sawaal the..…kuchh halke swar me usne kaha…<>kuchh sakuchate huve meine us.se poochha..<><><>usne mujhe phir dekha or chehre ki jhunjhulahat se bahar aakar saral hote huve kaha….<><> meine kuchh sochte huve jawaab diya<> wo phir kuchh gambheer hote huve boli…Mai apni muskuraahat rok na paya…maano bheetar se ek aawaaj aati ho…haan shaayad eisa hi kuchh hai…or wo bheetar ki aawaaj shabdoN me badal gayi…<> meine phir kuchh muskuraate huve kaha.<>( baap re baap..! itni gambheerta..ye prostitute hai..ya, koi business ticoon )meine phir use dekha……per jaane kyon mann kuchh bandh sa gaya tha …jaane kya aakarshan tha usme…<>Wo waapas theek se baith gai or kuchh saral hote huve mujhe dekhkar boli….<><>Mai kuchh pal khaamosh ho gaya… jaane kya chal raha tha zehen me…Wo mujhe parhte huve boli <> usne door lock hataya or car se baahar nikal gai, ek tez hawa ka jhoNke phir ek baar use bhigo gaya…<> use dekhkar ..ichchha nahi ho rahi thi…na keh paane ki..usne phir mujhe dekha….<><>wo waapas car me aa gayi or chehre se paani ki booNdeiN hatate huve boli….<>Mai phir kuchh muskuraaya…or bola<><>Meine phir uske chehre ko dekha…or usne mujhe…? Ek gambheer or bhaav rahit chehra )<> meine apna wallet check kiya…or 2000 rupey uski taraf barhate huve kaha abhi itne hi haiN mere paas…baaki raaste me ATM se le leiNge….chalega kya.. ? ><>or ham phir ek baar chal diye …apne manzil ki taraf…traffic kuchh halka ho chala tha..so raahoN ko cheerti…car in tez hoti fuhaaroN me aage barhne lagi….meine use dekha….wo haalhi me aaye fuhaar ke jhoNke se bheegi apni saari theek kar rahi thi….wo waakai bahut khoobsoorat thi…zism to maano naap tol kar diya ho use us uperwale ne…Meine ciagarate sulgaate huve us.se poochha…<><><><><><> usne saral hote huve kaha.Mai beech beech me use dekhta or wo…is baat se kuchh bekhabar .. saamne bhigi si sadak ko…dhuNve ke kuchh reshe…aahista aahista uske chehre ki tarah barh rahe the…halke se naak ke paas ungli rakhte huve…wo sahej hone ki koshish kar rahi thi… ye dekhte huve meine Cigarate baahar faiNkte huve…kaha..<><>or mujhe un nigaahoN ka sawaal samajhte der na lagi…ki eisi tez fuhaaroN me window glass down nahi kiye jaate… (meri baat or hai..mai to aksar eise me bhi barsaat ke maze le hi leta hooN ).<><>kuchh der phir khaamoshi rahi apne darmiyaaN ( haaN halke se swroN me…FM per Kishor Da ka ek mera pasandida geet jaroor baj raha tha..…raat kali ek khwaab me aai…or gale ka haar hui… ) per is madhur sangeet se door mai kisi or uljhan me tha… samajh na paata tha …ki kya baat karooN or kahaaN se shuru karooN…ye apni tarah ka pehla anubhav tha mera…so…kuchh sankoch bhi tha…khaamoshi todte huve meine us.se kahaa…<><><><><><><><><>wo chup hi rahi…<> meine muskuraate huve kaha…<> usi bhavrahit andaaz me usne jawaab diya.<><><><><><><><>Mai phir use dhyaan se dekhne laga ( ajeeb ladki hai, suna hai Prostitutes to saamne waale ko lubhane ki koshish karti haiN..per ye to kuchh alag hi hai ) wo bheegi si lateiN ab bhi us chehre per booNdeiN gira rahi thi…or chehre se lurhakti huvi wo booNdieN seedhi uske blouse per padti thi…jiski pardarshita ( transparency ) se bekhabar wo…apni baayiN or bheegi hui choti se tapakti paani ki booNdoN se khel si rahi thi…Meine phir poochha<>wo kuchh ruk.kar boli….<><>Wo kuchh na boli….chup rahi… shaayad jawaab na dena chaahti thi …meine baat badalte huve kaha….<><> usne saral hote huve kaha…<><><><>mai samajh gaya uske kehne ka matlab…<><><><><><><><><>Baadal abtak usi raftaar se baras rahe the…maano khob baras jaana chaahta ho wo aasmaan…ham kabhi kabhi khaamosh ho jaate per wipers.. apni continuous rotate se maahaul me halka shor jaari rakhte…Gaadi apni hi raftaar per thi…so faasla khud – b- khud kam hota jaa raha tha…Or kareeb 20 munite ke safar ke baad ham …Delhi se satii…ek nayi duniya me the…bade bade shopping malls jo der shaamoN tak ronak me rehte haiN…per ab shaayad theher gaye the…achanak dhyaan aaya..ki mujhe ATM se cash bhi nikaalna haiN…<> meine car side me park ki…or us.se poochha<>usne baahar mausam ka mizaaz dekhte huve kaha..<><><><><>Mai lagbhag bhaagta huva uper pahuNcha…ATM se rupey nikaale, paas hi ke ek Ice Cream parlour se Ice Cream li or phir ek baar unhi fuhaaroN se jujhta.. tezi se car me aa baitha...or apni zulfieN sehlaate huve bola...<><> wo mujhe dekhte huve boli…<>kehte huve meine …ek Ice Cream uski taraf barha di....<>le lo….mai 2 laaya hooN > meine muskuraate huve kaha…
Edited and Decorated By rajiv shakti
Apni marzi se kahaaN apne safar ke hum haiN,Rukh hawaaoN ka jidhar ka hai udhar ke hum haiN,
